It’s 7pm on a Monday night. I’m home with the dogs listening to Pandora on Alexa. There’s aboslutely nothing to do and, since I’m trying to quit smoking, I decided to write a post on here.

I know my spirituality is great enough to remember that even when I’m alone, I don’t have to be loney. I have a God who is love and loves me unconditionally. I have faith that no matter what happens in my life, I can get through it with the help of my Higher Power. There’s absolutely nothing that God will bring me to that God can’t get me through.

In the past 6 months, I have gone from my lowest point (entering rehab for a 3 week stay) to a pretty stable point in my life. Sure, there are trials and tribulations always, but they are manageable. I have little support to call on, as my biggest supports are virtually unreachable tonight. So that leaves God.

God, to me, is the Universe. It’s the energy of everything in this life. I believe what I put into the Universe is what I get back from It. So, tonight, I’m putting it out there that I am *finally* quitting smoking and taking care of myself in that way. I need to do something physical, intelectual, and spiritual, every single day. That’s how I am going to stay in recovery and stay, well.. sane.

So, ultimately, for my first post on WordPress, this post is basic. I’m just trying it out and playing with it. 🙂

Sending love and light, Kel.