There’s something magical about asking for help. It can be really scary, too! It means we’ve admitted we can’t do this by ourselves. It means surrender.

I reached out to a 12 step program through email. It was something I KNEW I had to do. I was excited! Finally, someone who I knew would understand!!! And they reached back out to me in warm regard. Now I was getting nervous. What will happen once I get help? How will this work through phone, video, and online? Will they help me? Well, something had to change. The first thing that had to change was my attitude toward the situation.

Surrender.

I let go and let the Universe take over. The Universe knows exactly what I need when I need it. If this program and these people are meant to help me, then they will! If it’s not meant to be then it won’t happen. All I know right now is that I do need extra support.

I have to let fear go. I have to have faith that everything will work out exactly as it’s meant to.

I have hope in recovery.

Sending love and light, Kel.